Hereby I distance myself from Pirate Party, Pirate Party of Serbia and all related/affiliated political Pirate Movements on Earth.
I am not distancing myself from the _ideas_ of Pirate movement, I am walking away from political trickery and soul selling. So called “intellectual property” does not exist and my fight for that fact of life continues!
“Greatest human achievements are based on learnings from their greatest mistakes.” (you know who said it and when;))
So, I decided to learn from my greatest mistake and move forward.
I am aware that I can provide much more than just for my existence. I make for the living as a motivator – basically. Technical part of my job is something that anybody can do, the spice and that “magic” that changes peoples lives is what I have to fight for. Various complicated situations in life can drag you away from what you really are, and it is important to keep learning while making excursions;) (keep your notes file open and have your backup option ready in one command line;))
By choosing to do that trough _political_ party/organization I handcuffed myself at the very beginning of my quest. That slimy and dishonest job of politics extracted&activated the worst chunk of my inherited gene pool.
I am a child from a small craftsman’s family (http://kacarobacvar.com/). Growing up, values that my eyes could see and embed into me as personality were: continuous and everyday hard work, honor, modesty and responsibility. None of which are values of politics. Fundamental mechanism of politics is monopolizing and legitimizing the power over (more and more) authority. And there is no other way around in acquiring that power position but to accept that authority and give up all your freedoms and personal integrity. Even then when the idea you are fighting for is the newest and most progressive one in the world (pirate ideas in my case). That collective decision of focusing the pirate fight in political realm was auto-regressive decision at the very beginning (same mistake but on a global scale comparing to me). But hey, that happened to almost every great idea.
Do not be fooled by official and “legitimate” pirate parties around the world. Pirate politics is as dirty as any other political fraction. In war and politics everything is allowed. Wars were always induced by political decisions and no war was induced by open communication and friendly exchange of knowledge.
I see no reason why empathic and intelligent human being would choose to do politics. Politicians lack in many fundamental empathic aspects in order to function in politics – the job is nothing else but God-like trading with fundamental values of our society.
If you consider politics, you should learn from my mistake. I learned it the hard way. Lost my nerves, time and money believing that the system can be “hacked” or changed for the better from inside. No, it can not. One can only be assimilated and there is no way redeeming your soul back once that is done.
I was lucky not to succeed in my political endeavours. People might think that I would do exactly all those bad things if I only had a chance to materialize the potential political power I had in my mind – we will never know that. What I know is how hard and deep my internal struggle was, how divided I was. Deep inside me is honest, hard working and naive soul – always ready to accept and help people as they are (which costs exactly that same endless amounts of honest energy when it comes to politics). All that endless power of understanding I owe to my family, craftsmen’s-workshop-childhood and unconditional&pure love I was growing up with. On the other hand, I somehow discovered, understood.. somehow I touched all that political and manipulative mechanisms. The interesting part is that at my first job I discovered the “myth creation” knowhow, “making of personality cult” knowhow, “intellectual property” importance for eternally greedy people, lies knowhow, trickery knowhow, soul selling knowhow, manipulation knowhow, people exploitation and much much more of this world’s darkest crafts. After touching that blood with my bare hands, I decided to do redeem myself and do something BIG. Again, endlessly honest and profound. Sublime. Global. Hyper-connected. Mythical. Human. Some kinda of a messiah epic bullshit:D Which, in cases like this, all boils down to plain bullshit bullshit:D So what were the odds for a modest and naive peasant like me of discovering the size and true nature of this big Pirate idea that stroke global political environment. None.
That’s what happened. I was just an oiled up bolt (a temporally blinded and true political believer) in global political machinery which is powered on blood and souls of a young and naive kids. Some of that kids are damaged enough, “strengthen” with emotional scars and they can manage to survive further gang raping of their souls and become beasts of cold political steel.
I did not survived that. I was excreted at the dump of forsaken “useless” people. And I consider myself lucky because of that.
It is kinda symbolic a? I am continuing the fight below the radar while ordinary people of EU countries can run for a seat in European Parliament. Same distance same differences, fifty years ago, a hundred years ago – Balkans and Western Europe. These Balkan “lands” are still at the beginning of their democratic lives, while westerns are “developing” that mechanisms for centuries. Over that vast amount of time they even managed to mutate democracy to pure repression systems like legal-legitimate-corporate-capitalist-fascism :D, we are still drafting our first working copy to test the ride:D
Nothing changed, now we have Internet to see this differences in high resolution.
What I DID gained are my new eyes. Now I see and know -in detail- how to live my life and save my personal integrity. There is no universal recipe for that – every human path is unique.
Pick your side Human.